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From The second album of PUSH! "This Is Cruel. This Is Life." 2016
Hellxis Records


Searching for help
Desperate for something new
Swimming slowly to the surface
Without a clue
Where am I going?
I keep asking myself, why am I tied to this sunken anchor.

Maybe this is where I belong
You call it strange, I call it home

I keep hiding myself, it's a mindset.
You don't know me, you never will.
This is my ritual, my cult, my life, but you will never understand it.


from This Is Cruel. This Is Life., released January 4, 2016
Produced and Mixed by Paulo Basílio in TDA Studios. (PT)
Drums Recorded by Tiago Mesquita in Nox Messor Sound Studios. (PT)
Mastered by Brad Boatright in Audiosiege Studios (USA)



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