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This Is Cruel. This Is Life.

by PUSH!

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1.
Godlike 02:19
2.
Anymore 01:24
I've been handed nothing All I have was earned with sweat and tears But now I realize that nothing is all I have And everything I earn turns to dust No future for me Harsh reality is better than false hope The way forward does not accept me anymore. Anymore Pure things are hard to find When every inch of happiness is gone The eyes are useless when the mind is blind You fulfill my dreams, and I destroy yours Anymore
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CULT 03:08
Searching for help Desperate for something new Swimming slowly to the surface Without a clue Where am I going? I keep asking myself, why am I tied to this sunken anchor. Sunken Maybe this is where I belong You call it strange, I call it home I keep hiding myself, it's a mindset. You don't know me, you never will. This is my ritual, my cult, my life, but you will never understand it.
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What happened to us? Destruction and self-defense are the main news Seasons change and so do we But it’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful, see? I have this strange feeling of living in a paradise lost And the only way to succeed is to be cruel like you. Human like you I can't give up on my dreams They will never give up on me. Feel! As a kid I thought that everything would be alright The love, the joy, the happiness But now I realize life is only a ring to fight The pain, the regrets, the madness And if you feel desperate with live Don’t even think of crying.
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I regret all my good deeds I thought that karma wouldn’t affect me I see people that don’t deserve their lives Throwing stones living in a glass house I walk my path with no luck on my side I see the happiness pass me by Injustice surrounds me Everyone is a victim, and no one suffers but me No one to blame but myself I will emerge as a titan Man I’ve got nothing to lose, but don’t abuse me Watch me climb the hill while you fall I’ll touch the clouds and owe you nothing This is so cruel. This is life.
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PUSH! Life is unfair; Don't tell me otherwise 'cause you're lying to me I've got the wounds of Christ and they don't disappear Don't tell me everything is gonna be alright God didn't answer when I begged him for light, on this place Different people, different places, but am I moving forward? Same reasons, same convictions, but I have no reward for everything I give Life is unfair Earth is the devil’s paradise (Life is unfair) And I'm the one who’ll sacrifice (Life is unfair) LIFE IS UNFAIR
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I've never been so numb in my entire life Man I'm being hypnotized, shackled, like everyone else Imagine a prison where you can't see the bars, that's where we are You think you're free, think again, think again while they let you While they let you breathe While they let you live I've never been so alone in my entire life Between four walls I'll wait, I'll wait for my demise They keep us far away from each other, so that divided we fall You think you're free, think again, think again while they let you While they let you Breathe Live See Feel
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Soulless 03:45
Look at my bloody hands, I am an old killer who never found his soul. Without a trace I'll leave this place. I'll swallow the pain before I go insane. Why do I have to regret every time? Living with guilt, as the blood runs cold Why do I have to regret every time? If I'm the man who has no soul Fuck your tears, I also exist. Don’t look back, For every action there's cruel reaction For every sin there's an evil attraction, And hell awaits me Am I a broken man? Or just a guy waiting to be fixed I try to forget all these wounds. Just believe in your epiphanies, son Why do I have to regret every time? Living with guilt, as the blood runs cold Why do I have to regret every time? If I'm the man who has no soul No soul. Fuck your tears No more tears You might just keep far away I need no flowers on my grave You might just keep far away I don't deserve them anyway No more tears.
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Take everything you want Every piece of me Left with nothing I'll wait for sobriety. I know that is all in my head Pure frustration and regret I won't let you see through my heavy eyes Depression saw my inside and got scared of me Depression saw my inside ran away, forgave me One day my reign is over, but I will be forever in your ear. This is cruel. This is life.

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"This Is Cruel. This Is Life." 2016
Hellxis Records

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released January 4, 2016

Produced and Mixed by Paulo Basílio in TDA Studios. (PT)
Drums Recorded by Tiago Mesquita in Nox Messor Sound Studios. (PT)
Mastered by Brad Boatright in Audiosiege Studios (USA)

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